Thursday

14th October 2004

I vomited in the morning, and I thought to myself, theres no way Im goin to work like this. So, I decided to take the day off. Nothing much happened today, just rested at home. I noticed that Im always hungry, which was not good, as I cant really eat that much. Its really frustrating when you cant eat when ur hungry. But theres one thing I do know, my appetite is back, and its just a matter of time before I can start enjoying food again lol.


Wednesday

13th October 2004

Its been a while since my last update. Have been pretty busy with work that I cant find the time to update my blog, till now. Well, the reason why I got the time to update is because I took off early from work. I had food poisoning, again. This is like, the 7th time already this year. Im not complaining, at least I get to like, skip work lol.

Went to the doctor, he told me I had a fever. I find it odd, as I dun feel sick, but he showed me my temperature, and I was like, ok, I believe u. So yea, he gave me the day off, I passed the document to my supervisor, and went to town to get a router. I also got a new mouse, woohoo! I was supposed to rest at home, but I decided to get the router now, as I wont have time to come back another day.

When I got home, took a shower, ate, and went to sleep. My stomach was really hurting, and it felt so uncomfortable. If this continues, I might have to skip work tomolo lol. *jumps in joy*


Friday

1st October 2004

Sumthing strange happened these past few days. I noticed I always 'accidentally' wake up in the middle of the nite, or wee hours in the morning. Like today, when I got up, I took a look at the time, it was 5 in the morning. So I went back to sleep, and then I woke up again, it was 5.30am. It didnt stop there, every half an hour, I'll wake up. This has been goin on for quite some time, but this was by far the worse. I even dreamt about it, and my fren who was doin research about this kinda thing told me that it was some kind of chronic disease. Upon hearing that, I straight away got up, and it was 7 in the morning. So I took a shower and got ready for work. What a weird way to start work lol.

Work was no better, and this is prolly the worst day since I started work. I often wonder if things will eventually pick up for me, but knowing the kind of bad luck that I am in now, I doubt it. Sumtimes I always wonder if it would have been better if someone were to take a gun and shoot me in the head. But when I think about it again, it still doesnt convince me, its like Im running away or sumthing. Meh, not gonna talk bout it anymore. Time to sleep!


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